Prince Romeo Diary??

2007-01-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

dunno y but i juz feel like uploading some of the photos me and zana took a few days ago during our photography session.... =D

can u see the simple storyline of the photos..?? hahaha....tat all for my entry today....kinda lazy to blog lately...peace~

2007-01-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

woooo~~ been feelin unwell lately....argh~! damn diarrheao...did i spell it correctly? hmm...wells~ what should i write?? actually, frankly speaking i cant really tink a aniting to write but dunno y i juz feel like updating my blog....

Ok...Holiday is over....skool started yesterday....still havent switched to sko0l mood yet...still on the holiday mood....not actually holiday mo0d la...more onto slackin mo0d...dammit! c'mon hadis...get up! wake up! buck up!

n yes! guess wat...i had a haircut finally a proper haircut...but alar~ it's damn short la...like NS men sia i look...was really feelin sad abt it sey...hahaha...but ya...i hav to overcome it and get over it...now i lo0k 2 to 3 years younger?? hahaha...guess wat...the barber tot i'm a secondary sko0l student...wakakaka....wadda heck! it's ok t0 lo0k young...rite? *winks*

aniwaes...i tink i better get started wif skool work....get serious and focus...so0....wil blog again so0n...peace!

2007-01-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

yey! brand new year 2007!! weee~

"hungover" over somethin lastnite...not much to say in this entry....haha
*grinz*

Hmmm...new year resolution...to0 much to0 tink of....
aniwaes...got not much time to write la...got to rush back to Malaysia (balik kampong ler) to clean up sum mess due to the flo0din....haiz~

so0...i guess...i'll continue wif my resolution thingy in my next entry?? hahaha...

Okidaes...gtg marn~
PS: Damn~! gonna miss her extremely much!
One of my new year resolution...t0 l0ve her more and most! =D

2006-12-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

hey...2months anniversary wid my syg today!! weee~ so0 happy...hmmm...celebrated it firstat long john at cck...hahahaha....ok wait~ theres more...after tat we went to NIGHT SAFARI!!!...
and the best thing is we had a double date...me zana nisa and afiq....hahaha...afiq's and nisa's 8th month anniversary...me and zana...2nd month only~ hahaha...but tell u wat...in tis 2 months...we went tru alot man~ fuuh~ hahaha...it ain't easy...rite syg...??

So0 ok...night safari...we dun actually went IN the safari itself...hahaha...we only lepaks at the so called candlelight table of 4 in the restaurant there...should i say restaurant...yupp! we only got a coconut drink for ourselves which costs 8 bucks!! wadda!? hahaha...expected lar~

Hmmm...while "dining"...we had a really interesting long conversation regarding some issues which we discussed deeply....hahaha...exciting~ but complicating thou~yea~ see...day by day...we learn and get to noe about each other better and well~ and oso...every anniversary day is a confession day for us...see~ tis is wat we call healthy realtionship....ahahaha...dun u guys tink so0....??

And yes! we ended our day happily like usual and of coz...we had loads of fun...and guess wat! zana baked me a choc mousse!! hahaha...i like it! so0 creamy and melted~ hahaha...sori dear...it actually melted abit la while otw home...hehehe...but still, its perfect la...i just love the way u presented it to me...especially the pic of tat mousse u to0k and sent it to me....hahaha...tis is wat we call semangat!! well~ tats my gerl! love u lots beybeh~

look! nice rite...the taste oso nice~ thx syg for the mousse~ love it! but i love u more lei~ hahaha

2006-12-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

today...started off bad...quite bad i can say....went t0 my company's office to attend some disciplinary lectures or should i say scoldings?...ok watever it is...it was really stupid and uneccessary...to dress up formally (i mean real formal) and go all the way to harbourfront and sit down in that office to get scoldings...and then go home...wuttha!

Lemme show ya wat and how i dressed up just now....

wat u guys tink of tat?? formal rite..?? and guess wat?? i still got scoldings for tat...
quote what mt General Manager commented * U tink u wanna go karaoke or wat!?*
damn!! haiz....i felt bad...real bad....and DEN! he wants me and the other two frens of mine to g0 n hav a haircut and report back to him...wuttha!! he must be jokin....to0 bad he wasn't....haha
n guess wat we did...we went to harbourfront center bo0kshop and bought a pair of scissors....so0...we cut each others hair!!! hahha...sounds fun rite....and s0 ya...after the DIY hair project we went back to office lo0kin abit fo0lish but still cute and smart thou...hahaha...
thnk god~ he accepted our lo0k finally...but still...he dont like my shirt and tie...hahaha...fuck it!

Hmmm..."brother"....i never want to be rude or to disrespect him at all...i've been respecting and obeying his orders or should i say advise given to me....i still cant understand y he acted or behave tis way...y is he so0 against me? c'mon...dun u want to see ur sister happy and live her live...u should noe urself tat she's mature enuff rite bro...tink about it man...i'm sori to say tis...
stop being childish br0...haiz...feel bad sayin tat...but tats juz how u behave...i hope things will get better...make everybody smile~ =D everybody happy...kan bagos gitu~

So0 aniwaes...i tink tats all for today....and ya...i tink i'm gonna go take my bike back 2mrw...wif burn and welded marks everywhere...hahaha...weee~!

2006-12-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

it's christmas today....weee~ spent first half of the day chillin at home...and another half at town....go phototakin wid my dear suzana...hahaha...wah~ the phototakin just was quite intense i can tell u....hahaha...nice shots we to0k just now...will show u guys wen i got all the pics...hahaha...

hmmm...ya...zana was talkin about the penthouse thingy tat maybe possible in singapore...hrmmzzzz...i thought about it yesterday i tinkk....hahaha...tryin to imagine myself in a penthouse wif clear glass ceiling...air conditioned...nice sofa and comfy bed....fully creatively decorated interior....fuuyyoo! i agree to zana...it's gonna be co0l...BUT wat if it's raining heavily...?? will it still be sightful?? hmmm...i wonder....oh wells~

okiedaes...enuff for today's bloggin...had a real go0d time today....wish everyday c0uld be like tis.... =D

Haiz...natural disaster non stop....from tsunami to storm to typhoon and now flo0ding....is the world still gonna be safe for us...is tis any kind of warning from the man on t0p? subahanallah~
it clearly shows now that he have the power to turn our lifes anytime...hmmm...tink ab0ut it....

2006-12-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

hie bloggy~
hey...have u guys ever tot of a very own local musical movie or sumtin like tat...sumtin like high school musical or grease lightning...hahaha...i tink it will turn out either really go0d or really bad...dun u tink so0? hahaha...should write to mediacorp about tis la... =D

Hmmm...still tinkin about my bike...well well well...i wonder how it will it turn out...

pick a colour~

a fickle minded guy like me....hahaha...it aint easy to choose a colour for my bike....hahaha....

I tink tis is nice...just perfect for me...hahaha....

the one i've been missin~ hehe...haven't met for one whole day...missin her oredi...haha...

mUaahhkkzzz
PS: Dun be jealous of me missin my bike ya...hahaha...miss u more lar~! haha... =D

2006-12-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

hrrmmmzzz~~
wierd~its christmas eve now and still no plans for christmas this year...and no plans for coundown either...well~ dun intend to make up any wild plans...maybe spending more time wid my sayang would be nice...rite syg~? haha...

My bike! haiz...still in the workshop...not even halfway done yet...miss my bike sia~! alar...missin my bike is still nutin la compared to missin my syg...really cant afford to miss her...haha...i mean it.... =D so0...ya...hopin tat i could get my bike back as soon as possible and hope it turn out nice and go0d...weee~

Like i said...rite now...i feel like i'm the luckiest guy on earth ;D

PS: Ur lo0kin sweeter and better everyday....love u!

2006-12-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

Holidays is back!! weee!! i need plans plans and plans....3 weeks of holidays dun wan to waste it...
guess wat?! i g0t my new baby brader!! hahaha...damn! he's cute....Muhammad Zularif....co0l~
he was born yesterday on the 16th Dec 2006 at 1129hrs...man~ five brothers in total...the gang of ZUL...hahaha...

So0 ya...went to the hospital to see mama and baby....they'll get to go home 2mrw mornin anw....
ermmm....wat else to write...?? nutin much la actually....i've been ok all tis while...oH YA! i went to TONG AIK vespa shop...went to survey everything for my bike....weee!! got the quotation and all...proceeding the refurbishment of my bike by the end of the month!!! cant wait....i'm really lo0kin forward for my new lo0k vespa!!! =D

Oritey den...tats all for now i tink...HOLIDAYS~~~~!!

2006-12-10T09:08:00.000+08:00

ffuuhh~ ok...i'm abit late for this post...time has been really tight for me...now that quite alot of stuffs is over...i breathe better...hrmmzz...last week of sko0l and holidays is just around the corner! no plans for holidays thou....that can be done on the later part...no worries....

Muzikarama....haha...tat was like a week ago...aniwaes, it was great la...eventhough the crowd doesn't seem that great, but i really think that we were great...the most important thing IS that we enjoyed ourselves on stage....haha...weee~! i had fun~ =D
Thx to everyone involved in Muzikarama 2006...u guys were great as alwaes....u noe wat i like about u guyz? the PASSION...haha...we all have tat man!

Ok next~? sko0l's fine...got back all results for my paper...i did great =D
oh ya~! i got a bike!!!! VESPA...i got wat i dreamt and yearn for at last...a 25 year old vntage bike...BUT...alot of w0rk still needs to be done on tat bike of mine...cuztomize ain''t easy w/o the money...haha...yeah~

Soo...ya...wat else...about the brother thingy?? i really dunn0 wats his problem aniwae...but definitely i'm not gonna do nutin ab0ut this....trust me...i'm not gonna do anitin sto0pid or wat ab0ut this...like i said...i need US....me n u together to go through tis aite...take it easy and slowly will d0...
*u noe wat....we need big hug from each other* =D

2006-11-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

hola bloggy....hrmmzz...what am i gonna talk about...i wonder...ok ok...MST is over...weee!~ one thing settled....NOW! haiz...muzikarama and shoe design thingy...doesn't sounds much...but definitely, it is not! got lots to catch up for muzikarama stuff...walauwei~ really hopin tat everything will turn out go0d sia...

And one more thing....i KENA banned sia....wakakaka...haiz...hope "mama" was jokin about tat...
haiz...feel so0 bad lar....anyways...no matter wat, i need to really tink of sumtin to do to deal wif this...doin this just for her...and myself...duh~ ok ok...i'm sure u guys are lost about this right...haha...forget it la den...

so0...ya...dun tink i hav much to write tonite...not really in my usual mo0d....got to knock off early today la....and yes! her birthday is just around the corner...to0 bad...can't get to meet her on that day...well~ i'm gonna miss her so0 much...hmmm zana....wishin ya all the best and best of luck in everything u do...hope u njoy ya dinner 2mrw aite wid ya family...how i wish i can be there to0...hehe...

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY CAYANG!!! muuaahhhkkzz!!

PS: i got a swollen, tembam hand... = (

2006-11-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

weee! yesterdays pics....the blue couples...

2006-11-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

wow! its been like...a year i TINK...i've never touch my bloggy....haha...well~life's changed alot now...been back here in Singapore and settled down well...love it here...SO MUCH...found a babygerl, darling SUZANA...lurve her many many....haha...i really do....

it's been like the third week of raya oredi...haven't been rayaing much...been out for raya for only...4 days i tink...not much collection tis year...haha...still consider ok la...compared to last year... ermmm...actually there's nutin to compare la...i did not even jama raya last year...dammit! was out there fighting for my future....haha

Ok ok...now tat i'm back here and i'm happy wif life here...i'm gonna njoy life the fullest....wee!! so00....hmmm..i went raya again today wif the SSPians...today is the OLD ANCIENT lions gathering actually....njoyed the day eventhough we started off late and we raya only 3 houses...still got collection lei...haha...happy~ the most important thing is...i went out wif my gegerl again...aiya~ zana zana...love her alot lar...dunno y...but i juz do....hehe
anw...our relationship is still young...still on the honeymoon period...haha...hope for the best in our relationship la...insya'allah....

hmmm...2morow...strictly no plans...hav to blajar KAO KAO...monday ICA start sia...hafta do well...wanna be top student mah....haha....got lots to revise and assignment to finish up...everything WILL be done by 2morow...effeciently and of coz...quality wise...the best la...haha...i mean the best i can give....wakakaka....

oritey den...nutin much left to write....hhhmmmmzzzz.....I MISS MY BABYGERL~!
muahz!

this is not today's photo la actually...a few days back...haha...havent upload todays photo...hehe

2006-02-10T07:17:00.000+08:00

Fifth day of vacation.....Time passed "moderately"so far....I enjoyed all my time here...been doin to0 much of shoppin, hangin out wif frens, doin all the stuff we used to do before i go back out to the sea....It is quite tiring though to plan and occupy every hour of my day wif activities and dates....haha....but fun! hehe....

Two different life onboard and at shore....the contrast is so great tat it even affect the functioning of my body & mind system...food, atmosphere, people...it's just so different....well~this is life for me....have to get use to it i guess....

So, i'm havin like one a month more to go before i go back to sea....been plannin quite alot....

Today - Gymnasium, Friday prayer, "Date", M.O.S
Saturday - Sentosa!!
Sunday - "Date"
Weekdays - Chillin'
Friday - Balik Kampong till Sunday....

The following week...not yet plan....but plannin to have chalet or pit around the corner before i leave spore again....okie den...got plans to tink of...peace out!

Hadis aka Prince Romeo

2006-02-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

Finally...the moment i've been waiting for...signing off from Eagle Boston....Tat floating prison....fuuhh! I'm now lying down wif some musics in the ramada inn hotel in New York....wow! king size bed...marble floor wif a sexy bathtub....ishk.....heaven on earth....haha...i mean after nine months of hard life in tat tanker....finally i got to feel like a free bird..i mean a really beatiful big bird....

Goin shoppin at New Jersey Town 2morow....den flight at night....weee!!!

Haiz....i'm missin her so0 much la....but it seems like she not excited to see me like tat after like nine months...been waitin for tis moment....haiz....well~ we'll see....the following day after i reach home i'm meeting her....and i gurantee tat i'm gonna giv her a huge sincere hug sey...i really miz her so much!!!! hahaha....

Ok den...hav to go n soak myself in the bathtub.....wooo!!! Hot tub!! Peace!

2005-08-31T04:10:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggy....life at sea simply sucks! haiz....how i wish i can rewind my life from the start i choose a better course in th polytechnic....it simply sucks to be treated like a piece of shit...by those people sitting in the office shakin their legs...why cant they juz understand the hardship we face working onboard a huge tanker vessel...how can they simply reduce our salary by half...they dont care about their people here...because they dun understandhow life at sea is like....the hardship is ten more times working on shore n the risk is much more here...haiz... now when they reduce our salaries....life at sea completely sucks!i really wish to get back home now and change a career by which allows me to be together wif all my family members...friends...n the love ones....Unfortunately, i got no other choice but to stay or i will end up in a worse situation....i'm feeling very awful rite now...i guess tis is my fate...if itis not because of my future...and my future family....i wont want to carry all tis burden together wif me...god has given me tis challenge in life n i willtry my best to face and overcome it....i believe tat god wont give a burden to someone tat is too unaffordable to them....so, i guess i hav to go on....i'm just hopin for the best rite now....pray hard for me aite guys! take care...

2005-08-22T06:42:00.000+08:00

Guess who's back!!! haha....hadis back...tell a friend...Prince Romeo's back....well~ life onboard now is getting tougher....real tough....i finally completed 1/3 of my journey here....six more month n i'll be back home....weee!!! cannot wait sia....i miz home so much....aniwae...i'm getting used to the lifestyle here oredi...tats good....summer season here in america and canada....wow! banyak cuci mata....hahaha....bikini babes...tru n fro....binoculars becomes very handy for on bridge....wakakaka....unfortunately...winter is comin...it's getting cold here...oh my god...i'm freezing....haiz...one thing tat is for sure...i still miss home...singapore is the best...i love you singapore....hey...u guys noe wat....i'm getting tembam...haha....makin cute katakan....hehe...life onboard....mental fitness is very crucial...every seconds....missing home...missing tat special someone...it realy hurts...pain so much....haiz...tats all i can do....tink tink n tink....tats useless....keepin on tinkin n missing doesnt help at all...how i wish 6 months can turn into 6 weeks...i really cant wait to go home....haha....its ok la kan....6 months(half a year) is nutin rite...haha...ok guyz...tats all for now...nutin much to update...cant tink of anyting more...i'll get ya updated again soon aite...take care...

2005-06-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hey there guyz!!! Shocked to see me back updating my lil bloggy here....niwae...i'm at Canada rite now...havin shore leave...guyz~ i really miz all of ya alot alot alot....how i wish i can go home now...Life at sea here...is much more different then wat i tink...it's very difficult for me to adapt to the lifestyle there....been crying for the first few days....missing home so much...but syukur alhamdulillah...after a few weeks...things get better...and i'm able to adpat to the lifestyle oredi...niwae...i dun really hav much time to update my lil bloggy here cuz...i gtg bak anbaord in a few hours time...so guyz...i really hope all of ya take care of yaself and do miz me ya...

Once Again...Take Care!!!

2005-05-16T09:09:00.000+08:00

its early in the mornin 9 oclock....sumtin woke me up and creates a weird feelings inside me....guess wat, my company called me and inform me to take note that my date of departure is 19 May in the night or 20 May in the mornin...argh!! abt less than one week to go! oh my god! i'm getting very scared rite now, at the same time i cant wait to go...haha...so guys~ i really need ur help...pray hard for me...wish me all the bez for my voyage aite...luv ya'all...peace!

2005-05-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

heya...such a borin day...got no plans at all...the day wass dull~ quiet~ and blank~..haiz~ since last nite...my mind is workin really hard, i'm really confuse...u might be wonderin wat the hell am i talkin abt rite...haha...as day pass by, my departure is getting nearer, in other words...i'm goin to leave so0n...haiz...alot of things run through my mind...to leave tis place, family and frens for nine months is not easy....i feel scared to leave....scared of losing someone especially wen i'm abroad...i noe it sounds funny to feel tis way..but tis is juz how i feel....haha...but its ok la...i hav to go through all tis aniwae...life is a gamble...u may lose or win...haha...so, why worry, i'm still young and its time for me to explore in life and at the same time, enjoy it...yeah! haha...niwae, i've started packing my luggage and is almost 3/4 done...i guess...juz cant wait to get my visa tis cumin wed...and get my departure date a.s.a.p....i'm sori to say tis..."I CANT WAIT TO GO!" haha...in other words, i cant wait to leave all of ya...haha...i'm juz jokin aite...niwae, sum people may be very happy wen i'm off...i noe...so to all those people out there...hope u njoy life wen i'm not around ya...haha...ok folks~ u noe wat...i'm talking rubbish here...hehe...really got nutin to do...hope u njoy readin my bloggy aite...haha...peace!

2005-05-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

yo peepz! erm, had quite great day today...woke up early in the mornin feelin so much better from yesterday's horrible migrain...had great shower, pack my luggage and found out tat i still lack of sum things although i oredi wernt shopin yesterday....so, i decided to go on shopin again today...therefore, i decided to go beach road wif afiq n wan...so, we met after zohor..den proceeded to yishun first to go n hav a look at shoes selling at good price...after tat, we went to beach rd by train...went rounding at the whole area and found out tat there's not much of the things tat i want is there...so, i only bought a cap and i gloves...den, we decided to proceed to town to resume shopin...haha...town was quite happenin today, we had a fun window shoppin there cuz, the price was...understand understood la aite...haha..after getting tired of shopin...at ard 8pm, we went home...haha...sori aite guyz, today's entry is juz a brief summary...lazy la...haha...okie dokie..i gtg oredi...

PS: i still miz her~ hope i get to meet her before i go off~

2005-05-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

eloz~ i'm finally here to update ya'all...ok..how should i start now....erm...today seems to be a great day...but the whole of my body seems cramp and worked out, after the intensive cycling yesterday...me, aslam, zaki, afiq and iskandar...we went cycling from bkt pjg to the final destination which is Harourfront...it was damn crazy sia! it was abt 3 hour trip...we passed through bkt btk, clemeti, queenstown, tanglin halt, and den to harbourfront, it was such an experience for us...and it was actually a last min plan...wen we reached harbourfront, we had some food n drinks to refresh ourself...den we went near to the sea n relax, havin a peace of mind lookin at ships, moon, stars...nature are juz simply adorable...i love it...after tat, we decided to venture the labrador park which is consider "creepy n freaky"...and yes we do experience some freaky strange things as we venture in the park itself...the only thing we could do was act like nutin happen like tat...haha...after a few minutes of explorin, afiq's mum gave him a call n he have to rush back home...so we decided to cycle back home a.s.a.p....well~ the journey back home was quiet n decent....we took a shorter route home and in fact a safer way home...the bez part was at holland road wen we experience and extreme downhill...the speed was abt 50km/h i guess....our mood as a whole suddenly change...we became so excited...haha...ok...i tink it took us less than 3 hours tis time to reach home...hmmm....it was such an experience for us and ofcoz for our bike...the furthest our bike travelled b4 was from bkt pjg to orchard...but tis time...we almost travel double the distance...n guess wat, me n aslam rode a freestyle bmx bike instead of mountain bike...hmm...isn't tat juz great...haha...ok la guys...i gtg to the mosque for friday prayers...c ya aite....

2005-05-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

sigh~ another bad day for me....today i intend to settle my visa, tanker endorsement, medical check up and injection....lastly, takin all my working gear...the mission was suppose to start from 10am to 5pm...and within that time...me and iskandar hav to rush through time...its like the amazing race sey...haha...yesterday nite, we oredi planned the route and procedure of which to do first and the followings....i went to skool alone to take my Basic Safety Training and Pre Induction certificates...we set the time 1030 at dover mrt...n guess wat...tat dear fren of mine reached at ard 12....wat the heck! tats the first part of testing my patience oredi...den the planned was tat we are suppose to go for our medical checkup but iskandar got a last min call from our company's office saying tat he hav to come to the office straight away...so...prominently we hav to distort our plan abit...so i planned tat we will seperate...me to chinatown to settle my visa and he will settle all the office stuffs...and we set the time to meet ard 1330 at tjg pgr for medical checkup...ok...tis is the bez part...i reached chinatown at 1230...so i was 30mins early...so i hav to wait for the thing to open at one...so i decided to sit in the mcdonalds n surf the internet through my dear laptop....n wen its oredi 1300...i quickly went up to the place and getting ready for the submission of the visa thingy...n in the very last min...i juz remembered tat i haven't withdraw $200 for the payment for the visa....so, without wasting much time...i hurried down and hav to run for quite a distance for the atm...as i reached there...the atm machine was spoiled and so i hav to queue in the bank itself for an alternative way to withdraw...the queue was so long...n ofcoz i hav to wait....the second part of testing my patience...wen it's my turn...guess wat..the accountant told me tat my card is spoiled...fuck! i was so pissed off...den she do sum stuff which took so long...i tats the third part of testing my patience...as soon as everything is settled...i dashed back to chinatown point...and den into the lift...i pressed to the 24th level n waited calmly...as the door open..i rush out and realised tat i'm at the wrong level...its 22th floor...so i said to myself tat i juz cant wait animore longer cuz iskandar is oredi waiting for me at tjg pgr...so i quicky find the staircase...and den climbed up two levels...and guess wat....i went into the fire exit...and once u exited the fire exit...theres no way for u to enter back...all the levels door was locked....i was distress for a moment and called iskandar to inform him of my situation...damn! it was so sickening sia! den i slowly take my time climbing down bcoz the only way for me to exit is at the first level...haiz~ i was cursing as i get down the stair...and thk god at level 10th...tis cleaner open the door from the other side...so i quickly rushed through the door...and waited for the lift...tis time i really make sure tat i'm at the correct level...i was sweating like hell sey...after settle my visa application...i rushed back to chinatown mrt and meet iskandar....all he could do was to laugh at me...i jus kept quiet for the rest of the day...i got no mood at all...den we proceeded to medical checkup and den collecting our working gear...and den here i am....at home...having a peace of mind...and now...i'm feeling very hungry...i tink i gtg mamam oredi...i juz need time to relax....for two weeks straight of pressurised days...i really need to rest now....haiz~ i still miz Afra....niwae..she called me juz now...tats the only part which really cools me down... =)

2005-05-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

haiz~ Starting of the day seems good wen i wished my mum happy mother's day n giv her a big hug...she really deserve tat hug as she had sacrifice alot for the family....i love u mom! haha...unfortunately, the day doesn't turn out to be good at all....wen i get online in msn...i saw AFRA online...i was overjoyed...so i pm her...but i kinda feel sumtin fishy as she wrote "hey!! juz go!! n leave me alone!! I hate u!!" n i was like...wat the hell....so i said hi to her but i didnt get a positive reply from her...i'm blurred....wat have i done wrong sey....den she told me tat last nite she had a gossip wif sumone abt me...i was like "wat the fuck!!" ishk...i'm damn confused rite now...i'm juz wondering wat have i done wrong to her...how can i do sumtin to hurt her...dun she noe tat i still love her...i still wan her...Why cant people understand me!!! plz tell me wat's happenin here! can sumone plz tell me wat happen!!!! haiz...dear afra...if u read tis...plz tell me wats wrong ok...i feel so disturbed now...hmm..no mood la...chaoz~

2005-05-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

aloha....been very bz today....a very long day for me...a lecturethon so called for me n my dear fren iskandar...haha...as per normal, we had our tanker fam lessons from 0800 to 2030...n tat was like damn long....after tat, iskandar actually pulled me to join him in participating in a counselling thingy...its not that we r being counselled, but we volunteered ourselves to attend a course by which we will be a counsellor to some people who actually need us...hehe...see how important i am to the sociey...haha...initially, i insisted to join iskandar cuz i had a bit of a migrain...but after he xplain to me of wat is happenin...my interest grew cuz i juz simply love to counsell people...i dunno y...to0 kind hearted la maybe...haha...and now, here i am juz reached home...feelin lerthargic...and guess wat...tats all for my todays entry....nitez...

2005-05-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

its been a tiring day for the past few days since i started my Tanker Familiarisation Endorsement Course...hav to cramp n stress my brain wif lots of interesting fact tat i had never known all this while....Have to start studying about chemistry all over again n tis time round its getting more advance n exiciting...,juz simply love it n tis course actually develop my interest so much into these career of mine...niwae...still got two more days wif long hours to go through...well~ guess wat..my company actually called yesterday n said tat the first voyage is actually on 14 May..n five of us from the same company had to decide among us who is taking the voyage...i was abt to take the offer but i juz find tat it might be to0 early for me as i haven't even prepared anitin...not even the USA visa...n i hardly find time for all tis due to tis course tat i'm attending rite now...so, i have already planned tat tis cumin mon i'll start to prepare everything tat i hav to which is costly....tat simply tells tat i hav lots n lots of stuff to get b4 goin to sail....therefore, my estimation of wen i'll be goin sailing is the latest is the end of May...haiz~ so late sey...really, i cant wait to go off...alot more advantages goin away from here sey...how i wish i can leave tonite...well~ lets not talk abt tis b4 sumone read tis n oredi feel my lost..haha....niwae...i juz got my results today...erm, the results are quite satisfying la but still its not good enuff....

Principals of Navigation----------B

Watchkeeping and Instruments----------B

Shiping Practice and Maritime Law----------B

Mathematics---------B+

Ship Knowledge---------C

Build Your Own Personal Computer----------C

Critical Reasoning Skills----------C+

haha...bad rite....hmm...nvm la...i'll try harder next time....aiming to get the top student position in year 3....haha...insya'allah...oritey den...i gtg now...gotta hav sum rest...its gonna be another long day tomorow....gd nite guyz! peace!

2005-05-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from ecp...wah so tiring sey but at the same time it is so the happenin...haha...i reached ecp yesterday at ard 1530 hrs...shaherul, wan n me took the cab here while aslam n afiq took the bus here cuz....there's no more space for them to fit in the cab...pity them...niwae, juz wen i reached ecp, wen i looked at the clouds, i tried applying wat i hav learn abt meteorology at skool...i suspected tat it is goin to rain n the speed of the wind is quite strong...n guess wat, i was right, but i suspected tat the rain wont be so long as the wind is blowing away the dark clouds away from us, fortunately, it doesnt last long...thank god~ we waited for the rain n wind to settle down n den i started the fire n tats wen aslam n afiq juz arrived...they halped on setting up the fire n shaherul n wan went to take some water for drinks...n guess wat, i got a call from firah tat she's already at ecp...so early sey...i was like "kelam kabut" cuz the everything is in such a mess n not prepared due to the nature(wind n rain)...i told firah the direction n poor firah, havin to walk a long way...juz as she reached, i wanted to served her drinks as well as food, unfortunately, the drinks were not there yet n so as the fork n spoon..haha...cock up sey, but luckily, i managed to bbq sum chicken wings for her...n juz den, the drinks arrived n so i served her the drinks...after she had the food...i accompanied her to the nearby toilet n den siti called me n said tat she's reachin..haha...i was like in a hurry to get back to the pit to welcum her...as we get back to our pit, i welcumed siti n served sum drinks n food...at tat time, firah said tat she's leaving oredi, so i sent her to the main road to get transpotation...n den i ran back to pit worried abt siti being left there wif my frens, who r strangers to her...hehe...as i get back there, i layan her for a while, go check on the tents, fishing rods whether everything is ok...n guess wat...afra called me wen she was juz at the opposite of the pit...i welcumed her n the same ting, i served her n ain(her fren) foods n drinks...n she was like very the pampered askin her fren to cut the chicken into small pieces for her...haha...n den i volunteered myself to do it...haha...after tat...all my guy frens went into the water n njoyed themselves so much playin the canon game... i cant join them cuz i got visitors to take care of....haiz~ miz the fun so much....erm, guess wat again, i got a gift from my dear godbrother..a 25hours brand watch n it looks gorgeous...thx so much to him...n a card from siti n the writings in the card is so sweet n so touching sey...haiz... ok...after all my guest had left, my dearest frens noes tat i miz the fun earlier, there decided to have the activity again...wee! n tats wen all the so much fun happens...so happening sey all the interesting n weird activities we had although sum of the activities actually causes bleeds n cuts...haha...we had a lot of fun throughout and wen the sun started to rise...indicating the barnd new day...we noe tat the fun is goin to end...so, we juz sit playing cards n relax...n u noe wat... there's tis one moment of time wen i actually sat alone on a bench at looked at the big incomplete bright moon covered by sum layer of thin clouds...it was so beautiful...i juz wish to hav sumone who is at calm & beutiful as the moon...n wen i tink back...i actually hav alot of nice people ariund me who cares n love me so much...my family, frens n alot more....i'm so thankfull to god for giving me such nice family n frens to me...i's feeling so sad oredi to leave them...haiz~ n at very moment of time...i was like already miz my ex so much...i wonder y...haiz~ ok ok...so, we actually left ecp the next day at ard 1200 hrs...its was so tiring but still happenin while on the way back home...putting all our things in the market huge trolley which wan's brother left it at ecp...it is very helpful in lessen our burden sey...hehe...erm n now here i am at home safely reached...havin no idea wat to do next...haha...ok la peepz! i tink its enuff for now...tis is the longest in most detailed blog i had ever wrote...i hope u njoyed reading it aite....take care guyz!

To all my frens n family...thnk you so much for being part of me n i will alwaes cherish all of you...i promise~

2005-04-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

O0H WeE!!! i love my holiday cruise trip so to the extreme..haha..xtremely happenin sey...n its very experiencing n educational trip for me n i believe for all my frens to0...fo0d is simply the bez in the vessel...never had great breakfast, lunch, dinner n supper like tis ever b4...ok now let me tell u briefly abt wat i did there ok...well~ the first day wen i get onboard the cruise vessel we booked in into our cabin shared by 4 of us...although the ro0m was the most budget one...it is very fine for me...i like it...den we proceed to hav our lunch wif elegant casual outfit...erm~ i tink i wont tell so much abt my first day as it was not so happenin as we are bz wif cabin stuff...the other days in the cruise was damn fantabulous....second day..reached penang in the afternoon...had such a beautiful scenery there and we went to visit the engine part of the cruise ship...it was so educating...den at nite went clubin...so happenin...got the title the best dancer in singapore maritime academy...haha...the karaoke was fun to0...seriously, this trip really tighten the bond of the SMA student sey...third day...we reached phuket and we got shorelift...went to pathong beach where tsunami happened tat time...it was so beutiful sey down there...den go shoppin for sum items....really it was such an experience and i really learn the real technic of bargaining and i was really good at it...haha...den...we get back to the cruise and everybody juz cant wait for the gala dinner...all preparing their formal clothes...n guess wat, the dinner was gorgeous! i juz cant describe more...after the dinner...we went to the casino and i accompanied my frens make money...and for ur info, i didnt gamble there...hehe...lots of them make money sey...envy them...haha...lastly, the next day is the last day...juz cant wait to reach home...miz home, family and friends so much!

i tink tats all tat i afford to tell la...cuz...i'm tired oredi rite now...to summarise the cruise, it was so0 happening, experiencing, educating....it's juz the bez holiday tat i had ever had....

2005-04-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

guyz! wow! i'm havin hard time during tis two days...haiz~ lots of stuffs happenin...yesterday...have to attend the briefing for the cruise trip tomorow...very interesting "etiquette" course tat they held which i wish to share wif u guys...unfortunately, i cant bcoz i hardly hav time for tat as it is very detailed...maybe next time aite...well~now i'm very bz trying on formal clothes for the cruise thingy n it was the last min tat they inform me tat tis cruise thingy will be in a very formal way....i'm quite excited but stressful at the same time....at last i decided to choose a pink top(long sleeve shirt) with american notes tie wif i grey colour pants which is suppose to be my grandfather's safari's pants....haha old skool!....i juz simply love it...still tinkin of wat else to bring for the cruise...hopefully nutin was left behind....i will only wear tat for the formal dinner...while for another dinner which we r suppose to wear elegant casual...i will be wearing a cowboy type long sleeve shirt wif a bollow tie together wif it....wow! it's gorgeous...love it so much...juz bought it yesterday wif two of my pals...speand 43 dollars on it, n tats after bargaining...oh my god! expensive sia!...but its juz to0 bad tat i like it so much n i juz cant resist it..haha...later in the evening will be having the kenduri...cant wait to meet all my pri n sec skool frens...n ofcoz if possible, i would like my ex to come along sey, but i dun tink she will be attendin....i dunno y lately my mind kept tinkin of her n juz wont stop...i guess i miz her so much la...most probably...haiz...ok la...lets not talk abt tat for now...erm, u guyz noe wat...i really am very lerthargic n sleepy rite...i guess i wanna go n take a nap la...i'll update u guys again so0n aite...take care all! peace!

2005-04-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy.....

Wen is the last time tat u had ever felt lonely, bored, stressed up, lazy, desperate at the same time...?? well~ guess wat...tats wat i'm feelin rite now...oh god!! it sux man!! at home here all alone staring infront of the com doin nutin n now decided to update my blog which doesnt actually demolish the boredome in me...nenek never masak...cuz...she wans to wait till petang...cuz my braders will be back from skool at tat time...haiz..hungry la...n now my stomach is like calling "MYOJO MEE (THAI TOM YAM)~~" haha....den i guess i hav to cook it later...serious sey...tis few days i was like sitting at home all day n night...spending my time infront of the com, editing my blog non-stop, watching sum dvd's n vcd's untill i got no more to watch...haha...listening to musics which actually makes my ears surrender at last cuz it juz have to0 much of music...it needs rest...i need WERK to survive man!! how am i goin to survive till 20 may doin nutin wif empty pockets..n i still hav to attend sum courses at skool which requires me to spend sum money for myself...unfortunately, there's no werk for me nowadays...ya right...i guess i hav to deal wif it somehow....ok..now let me share my schedule to u guyz aite...erm, tis cumin fri(22/4/2005) i will be having a briefing on the leadership course which will be held tis comin sun(24/4/2005)...den on sat(23/4/2005)...i'll be having a kenduri doa slamat at my home...obviously, the next day i'll be in the star cruise attending the leadership course for four days...after comin back from the cruise on wed(27/4/2005) i still hav to settle all the things for the pit tat i'm organising on sun(1/5/2005)...thank god i dun hav to travel so far there in order to bo0k the pit..thx 2 my dear afra who actually take the effort to b0ok the pit early for me...thx once again n i really appreciate it dear...well~ u see how bz i will be in the comin few days...hopefully everyting goes smoothly...juz hav to pray to god =p orite guyz...i tink its oredi to0 long n to0 informative la today's update...i guess i'll stop here...tata guyz...peace

2005-04-20T02:31:00.000+08:00

alo alo....once again sori 4 not updating my blog...still kinda bz rite now although skool is over...hav to go tru n fro to my company doin lots of admin stuffs b4 leaving spore....haiz...n guess wat...initially, i'm suppose to depart by 8 May, unfortunately, due to some reasons tat i'm willing to sacrifice...i decided to postpone my date of departure to 20+ May....hmm...tat means i hav more time to get prepared of myself...especially mentally....i bet its gonna be hard life onboard ship...well~ there's no turning back...wat i'm doin rite now is for the sake of my ambition...the prestiges PILOT...hmm...hopefully one day...ok ok...today...juz spend my time at skool helpin out in the Malay Language Society booth..."tariking" the freshies to join our club....unfortunately, the booth was pathetic..hardly see malays there...wat a luck! after tat...went to causeway point to purchase a headphone for my laptop...guess wat...i spend abt 2 hours in the shop...choosing the rite headphone....haha...so the cerewet one...niwae, at last i bought a 42 dollars headphone, n i'm satified wif it so far...ok..lets us switch topic...i'm sure u wanna noe more abt my personal rite...since its been a very long tat i havent share anyting wif ya'll...ok...first ting is tat...i'm feeling quite happy rite now as i'll be leaving later...so tat i can actually spend more time wif my family n frens...n the bez part is tat, i manage to actually attend the MLS camp...weee!!! so gerek!...haha...haiz..niwae...u all noe wat...i really miz my ex la...sumtimes i juz feel like patching up wif her...but i dun tink it is possible...i'm sure u guys noe wat i mean rite...a sailor like me..haha...well~ i guess tis is life...it's meant to be tis way...i hav to accept it wif willingness...i'm sure one day... there will be a payback time for me...i wonder wen will it be...ok la guyz...my neck is oredi so acheing rite now...spent so many hours in front of the com oredi...time to sleep! c ya next time aite...i'll update my blog wen i'm free again okies...tata

2005-04-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey heyy....here i go again...sori for not updating my bloggy for so0o0o0o long....very bz ler... now that i have got free mind...nutin to worry so much oredi...haha...i had my last paper juz now...n havin my 1 month holiday rite now b4 goin sailing onboard ship for one whole year...haha...cannot wait....but like got no confident to leave my family n frens sey...haiz...wat a luck...i guess i hav no choice...n i really got to do it no matter wat...hmm...yesterday went to compasspoint n hav a look at laptops...oh my god! the temptation to get one is extreme man! have to get it b4 goin sailing...erm, wonder wats my plan for the holidays...hav got no idea at all for now cuz i'll be havin holidays alone...most of my frens r still skoolin bz preparin for their exams...so, i really hav to deal wif my holidays myself...confirm borin nyer...erm...i tink i hav got nutin much to say for now...tata guys

2005-02-27T12:11:00.000+08:00

wassup palz! yeah...had a lot of fun today...first...me an zaki went to ite simei "college" juz to support our dear fren wan "kecik" takin part in college idol tat day...but...its juz too bad tat he did'nt make it...but he did well though...den after tat...the three of us got nuitin to do...we juz hang around the college prank around...it's so the fun sak! haha...let me tell ya a bit of wat happen aite...i own a hp which has a remote controller function in it...n in the college there are lots of those boxes called "television"....people playin games n many more la...guess wat...we go around switching off all those televisions...n people juz go "HUH?!" hahaha...kekek sak....den...after havin alot of fun there....we proceeded to the bus stop as we are heading to town...n guess wat...on our way to the bus stop...i saw my ex.."AFRA" argh! saw her wif her group...n noticed a guy beside her wearing the same shirt...aww~ so sweet...hmm... WATEVA la~ ok ok....carry on eif goin to town...we did the same thing...finding tv everywhere...switchin it off...n go "cuci mata"....printing photos...go mamam...n alot more...today is so called a havoc day for us...HELL MAN!

stress up! wonder y lately i bumped into my (ex)s...haiz...nak sakit kan ati je....

tats all for now la....tata guyz....

2005-02-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

elo there peepz! hmm...spend almost of my time at GPA...dun expect it to be tat long...there was abt 20 skools performing...wouw! u noe wat...me n afiq was like expecting a fever there...haha...

our eyes juz cant stop scanning the auditorium at NYJC...we dun even wan to blink...haha...cute chicks all over...u all noe wat i mean...haha...well~ got to meet a fren i noe for so long...but not yet to meet...she was the little cutie firah...haha...serious sey...she is cuter than i ever tot...hehe...got to oso meet my primary skool frens...had good conversation wif them...hmm...n also...dun expect tat my ex was there to0...i was kinda shock to see her there...i dun understand y lately...i juz bumped onto her two days ago...haiz...wat luck...hmm...i left the auditorium at 5 wen it is suppose to end at 7 i guess...i hav to rush to werk at changi...n guess wat...wen i reach tamp...i got a surprise sms from my uncle sayin tat i dun hav to come to werk...wat fuck! i was really frust...wat the hell...otak blank sak...i had no choice...but to go all the way back home...haiz...such a happenin day for me...

2005-02-24T10:23:00.000+08:00

.......i'm bored rite now in the library all alone....haiz...my class is cancelled n my next class is abt 4 more hours to go....oh my god! 4 hours break...i'm dying man! aniwae...juz decide to update my bloggy here...well~ first, apology to all for not updating my bloggy regularly....no time la...n sumtimes no mood...lagi lagi skarang ni...com pat uma uat prangai...ishk! sod sak...nvm la...niwae...i'm tinkin of buyin a laptop for myself...hmm...to buy or not to buy?...the installments is abt 200 dollars per month...i guess it is manageable for me la...cuz me goin for my attachment soon...n getting paid for tat....yessa! its abt a few more weeks to go....n i'll be off to the sea...haiz~ lately....i alwaes had tis dream of goin to sea...a few days ago...i dreamt of myself getting prepared to go onboard...n tat was the third time...in tat dream....i 4got to bring my boiler suit...n i get into a lot of trouble bcoz of tat....it sucks man! i juz cant believe tat the similar dream repeated thrice...i tink its tellin me to get prepared early la....haha...tink so...nvm la...juz 4get abt it...haiz...u noe wat...i juz miz tat sumone so much...juz hope tat we could be together again...but i dun tink it is possible la...hmm...juz heard from her tat her ex broke up wif his gf juz bcoz he wants to patch wif her...i juz cant xplain how i feels...sumtimes i wonder whether she still hav feelins for her ex...haiz...dunno la...i juz...cant stop tinkin abt her....ok la guyz...i guess i'll stop here...tired of typin...wanna go study la...tata...

2005-02-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

Valentines seems to be a very painful day for me....guess wat...my gerl juz ask for a break up...haiz...wat hav i done wrong?? maybe fate is not by my side....haiz...so sad...been dumped so many times....ok la..chaoz!!

2005-02-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

heylo everybody...erm...dun intend to write so much today...hmmm...today, quite an occupied day la...i had fun...first...i was woken up by my darling's sms....den..decided to go to gym wif afiq...we trained enuff today...den...farhan ask us out for pool...he's goin to treat us...haha...who would wan to reject rite...so...i called wan n aslam....n at abt 2...we met n den proceeded to bkt timah...at tat moment...we suddenly tot of an idea to go to zaki's werk place...all wif similar plans....which is to get free food...niwae...his werkin at KFC....den...we waited till 4 wen zaki finished werk...den to the pool centre...we booked 2 tables...n guess wat...we played for almost two hours....wow! u noe wat....u won 4 matches in a row...lose one wif afiq...den won again...haha quite a victory for me la actualli....den...after tat...we go mamam at al-ameen...farhan blanjer again...we had nice chit chat...i took quite alot of videos...hmm...den at abt 8...we all proceeded home...hmmm....juz now...my darling called me...at it seems tat she is not herself...juz so diff...well~ i juz miz her so0 much la~ dun tink i get to date her 2morow for valentines....haiz...so sad~ ok la guyz...tats all for now...tata

2005-02-09T09:00:00.000+08:00

wah! its been a very long time since i have never updated my dear bloggy here...well...quite bz wif my stuffs out there..friends....darling....schools stuff....family stuff(family man katakan)...wakakaka...hmmm...the whole week...is my holidays...juz had my last paper on fri....quite a tough paper...english paper sumore...makz! mampos....not good at all in my english....but i tink i can pass la for the paper...hopefully so....n i started my fresh holiday wif werk...werk...werk n werk...n now i had enuff....no more spending my holidays on werk....no good...muz njoy....haha....niwae...the countdown goin to sea is getting nearere n shorter...haha...bez nyer....okok....yesterday...i went out wif afiq juz to kill our boredome...went to town...i bought myself a new pair of specs...i luv it....i like it outstanding! go makan at KFC Lido...didnt make use of the free refill service at all....haha....den...after abt 8...town is like a deserted haunted place...muahahaha....damn boring! so both of us went back to my home...ake my guitar wif me...den we go jammin at our pal's home....till the night...i felt so damn lerthargic...lazy to go home...n i n afiq decided to overnight in wan's house....so i slept....hmmm...
had a very nice dream....den woke up at 8....n now here i am at home doin nutin....haha...tats all la for today..tata

2005-01-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

wello mello~ hey hey hey...here i go wif another update...since i change my layout....i have the semangat to update my bloggy la...haha...i dun now y....ok..quite borin now...juz woke up from a lamey dream of mine...i cant exactly remember wat i dreamt of...but i can assure tat it is a lamey one...duh~ seriously...i'm feelin unusual rite now...i forced myself to sleep but i juz couldn't...juz came back from werk tis mornin...went for breakfast b4 comin home....reached home at abt 1 pm...wash up...swallow 2 tablets of my natural vitamin B complex....for energy giving...den go to bobok....haha..at first...it was a nice sleep...den i was interupted my uncle who juz bought a new 6230 hp...he wanted some tones from me...den after tat..i hav difficulties sleepin back...haha...

all of the sudden...i started tinkin of my darlin....so i called her up n it seems tat she iz quite occupied outside wif her frens...therefore i decided not to be a disturbance to her....den my tummy start to call for food..haha...in instance, i get out of the bed n mamam the left overs lontong....n now...here i am staring in front of the pc...haha...quite lame rite my day today...n today is 22 Jan...n it is my ex's bdae today...called her but she off her hp...n there was no answer to her home phone...looks like i couldnt get the opportunity to wish her...aww~ so sad...nvm la...n guess wat...2morow on the 23 Jan...is my first ex's bdae too...haha...hopefuly the same thing wont happen again 2morow...hehe...wow! quite long sey my update for today although it is such an unhappening day....ok la peepz...guess i got to stop now...bubbye

2005-01-21T09:26:00.000+08:00

mornin to all!! Camat Hari Raya Aidilahda to all muslims....haiz...missed my prayers juz now...i woke up 8.30....i was in a rush...hurriedly take my shower...wear my baju kurung n headed to the mosque...but then...when i was halfway to the mosque....i saw a group of colorful suit people walking towrds my opposite direction....OH SHIT!! prayers finished....haiz....the same thing happened during hari raya aidlfitri last year to0....aww~ wat a luck...den...i did my u turn the illegal manner...go back home n did my prayers at home...solo...haiyoh~ wat to do...nvm la...now...i have to mop the house...as per normal...den...i decided to fest with all my mum's cookin...haha...cant wait...den...one more bad news...0830 later...i still have to go for werk... terrible eh~ nvm la...double pay...wo0ho0o!!! ok la guys...got to logoff oredi...my bro wanna use the pc...maklumla org NS....rindu sgt ngan pc nie....ok la...bubbye

2005-01-20T09:11:00.000+08:00

yo wassup guyz~ i noe all of u muz have mizzed me so much..i apologised for not updating my bloggy...understand understood la guyz...i bz man mah! haha...niwae...seriously....my schedule is very tight...have to study for all my modules....but thank god...my tests is almost over...hey guess wat...so far...i passed my tests....navigation n maths...i got 60% for my navigation test n 100% for my maths test...wow! amazing rite....haha...i dun understand my my lecturer set the maths paper so easy....almaost 90% of the whole class got full marks...insane man! hmmm...wats missing here...well~ i miz my dearie so much....the last time i met her was last week n tat was abt only 20 mins or less den she have to attend sumtin important....haiz...so the very the sad....she's too bz wif trainings...n i'm too bz in my studies....wat to do...its our fate...cant escape mah! hmm...got no more words to fill...guess tats all for now...bubbye

yea yea....raya nak dkt...hehe

2005-01-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello everybody...i'm back to update ya all....hmmm....didn't get to update my bloggy during the first day of new year...i'm quite busy i should say....well~ today is the second day...it's raining right now...very the cooling...shivering...haha...but..quite a nice feeling ar....susa nak dpt nyer...
hmm...i juz cant believe...its a brand new year oredi...so fast..yet..i didnt feel any much difference lei~ yeah~ of coz...i got a new lovely darling for the new year...i'm very glad abt tat...and now...hopefully everyting will move very fine aite...hmm...so how guyz!? u all njoy ur countdown..?? hopefully yes! but not for me...i have to go for work on tat particular night...money is the key for me right now...kalau tak mcm mana aku nak settle bill aku!! haha....ok la..now tat everything is over...fun is over too...now is the time for me to go for my resolution...time to get serious gonjeng boy!! settle down to the minimum if possible...study hard...n go for my sea service on april~ WHEE!! isn't it fun!! haha...i juz cant wait for tat man! haiz~ ok la guyz...i'll end here for now...bubbye

2004-12-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey there guyz!! here a very short one from me....got alot more other work to do....well juz wanna tell all of ya tat....i tink i found the "one"...u noe wat i mean if u hav been following all my previous updates....hmm...i'm still not sure whether to do tis or not....i juz fear tat wat happen to me last time might happen again..haiz...to me...i really take relationship as a crucial ting in my life...so i really have to make the very wise choice....haiz...i tink i hav to really tink abt it for a few more days...well~ tats all guyz...i'll update ya soon aite...

2004-12-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!! So...hows ur christmas guys? hope all of u are doin fine...yea' yeah, went to town during the eve...me, afiq, wan jimmy, wan singh, osman, rizal n dani...At first...we were watching the Streetlife Festival competition...IT ROCKS!! those competitors really dance hard to win it man! if i were the judge...i wont be easy to decide the winner....hehe...after the whole competition is over...we walked ard the town area...njoying the christmas feelin at town... kept disturbing all those people who sings, givin out brochures and all tat...i became a public nuisance for tat day...actually, all the time...i am a public nuisance...wakakaka...well~ its fun u noe...maybe all of u should try it...especially when u r in the mood...today...i'm sitting here at home surrounded by boredome...still waiting for a reply from a gerl whom i ask her out for a date...i wonder where should i go for a date...hmm...most of the shops were closed...let me tink....maybe sumwhere nice...where there r pleasant views around...and maybe a place which is comfortable enuff for both of us to sit down..share n xchange views of each other so can we can get to noe each other even better...i tink i noe where i'm goin...but..it's a secret for now...ok i gtg

2004-12-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yo Guyz!!! haiz~ i wanna share abit of wat i feel rite now...erm..ok..firstly...u all are aware tat i'm in search of the perfect one for me rite....hmm...haha...tis is one interesting and challenging part aite...hmmm....i'm getting more n more excited u noe..at the same time...getting more n more critical in my tinkin....tats why its good for me to learn "critical reasoning skills" in skool...haha quite an interesting module ar actually...i got mutin much to write actualli....wat i want from all of u is...juz pray hard n wish me all the bez of luck for my quest here ok...

2004-12-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

Greetings to all...thx for reading my bloggy here...n plz...a gentle reminder to all readers...after reading my blog..plz give sum sincere comments aite...i need sum comments to improve more on my bloggy n i do sumtimes need comments from u about my story...hehe...well~ today is a fine day for me...not tat great either...juz a normal day...haiz~ i still haven't got sumtin tat help me overcome those lonely feelings i got...it's been carried on for nearly more than a week...can smebody help me wif a solution...if u guys mind...hehe...yesterday..on the 19 Dec...i together wif 5 of my frens went to town...we went to the steetlife festival...damn! it was cool...n it was quite a happenin day for us...wats bez on tat day was...abt abt 2030 hrs...at lido mcdonald's...i had a glance at tis one sweet gerl...wif a gorgious(i dunno the spelling) smile...oh god! she really caught my heart man! haha....well...i tried my luck getting her number...its was quite a failure at first...but i juz didn't give up...at last...i success in getting her no...wakaka...i juz cant elaborate how happy n excited i am after getting her number...u guys should noe how it feels...its been a very long time since my heart had never beat so fast n strong...haha...miz those days...now...i juz hope to get to noe her better n who noes...if god's will...haha...let us juz see aite...since last nite..i juz like kept tinkin of her..haha...tis is crazy man! ok la guyz...till here my updation...bubbye...see ya next time...

2004-12-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

Skool has started...haha...quite fun to a certain extent...and there is alwaes the negative part in everything rite...hmmm...so far skool is ok la....juz another circulation af a brand new lamey semester...haha...well~ since the first day of skool, i feel sumtin is really weird abt me...i dunno y i alwaes isolate myself from my frens...i juz feel tat i prefer to be alone...hmm..can anybody plz xplain to me..y tis ting happen...hehe...i've never felt like tis b4 u noe....weirdz~ izzit bcoz of.... nah! i dun tink so...but sumtimes i juz feel so lonely although my frens are all ard me... why!? why!?.....argh!!! tis is so memelikkan man! have any of you ever felt tis way? i wonder~ i tink its bcoz of my singleness la....haha....sumtimes..i juz feel like finding myself a bo0...hehe...but there's a certain reason y i decided not to....its bcoz...by april next year...i wont be here in singapore 4 abt 1 year plus....haiz~ who wants to take the risk rite? hehe...well~ i tink sooner or later...i'll get over tis weirdz feelin in me....now juz follow bob marley's policy....hehe

"~DuN WoRrY Be HaPpY~"

2004-11-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

haiz....not a good day for me...well~today is my 3rd anniversary with my gerl.... unfortunately.... today i oso our last day of relationship....haiz~she ask for a break up.....sayin tat its for my own good....i do not wish to share so much in detail here...sori guys....aniwae...it's very near to hari raya....feelin bad...celebrating tis year's hari raya w/o partner again.... =( wat to do...malay sayin (aper bole buat...taik kambing bulat-bulat) aniwae...da takde jodo...bole uat aper kan....quite a tiring day la today...juz finished my fire fighting course today....got my cert...wee!!! not long...abt 5 months...i'm goin to set sail oredi....cant wait for tat man...tats all for now i tink...eermmm find my blog rather borin n old rite...c'mon guys...give sum comments plz...

2004-11-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

wassup every body...here is my next update....well~ had a very bad day.... i spend overnite in my fren's home...enjoy the nite...they drink..but i decided not to....hmm... unfortunately, we njoy the nite only at first..... the bad part is....i woke up....wanna giv my mom a call...i den realised tat i my hp is gone...damn! really had no clue where my hp went....but i suspected tat one of my pal took it...but too bad i hav no evidence at all...haiz~ really stressed up...dis create another problem for me...tat hp does not belong to me...my uncle borrowed it to me as i lost my previous phone....now....i'm really stressed up how am i goin to pay back to my uncle...on the 12 nov....i'm gettin my pay....i planned to buy a new hp...n replace tat hp....my plan b4 tis is all demolished...which is to collect a sum of money to remove my tattoo....aarrggghhh!!!! i dunnno wat to say anymore....i tink i better stop here b4 i blow off...

2004-11-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!!

sori for the late update aite....well~had quite borin days....many last minute cancelation in plans....haiz~on the 3 nov...planning to teach a fren of mine in her mathematics for her o level.... i juz come back from werk ot 0830 on tat day...reach home at abt 10.30...had my shower...n a quick nap....placing my cellphone under my pillow...expecting a confirmation call from my fren...i was in my dreamland for hours when i woke up at abt 1630...we set the time for study at abt 1400....but...it was already two n a half hour late....i tried to give her a call...but i could not get through....tried several times...i still failed...hmm...i give up n hoping for her call...but she didnt call...so...automatically i noe tat the day's plan is cancelled...hehethe next day...i had plan too...to teach another fren of mine her arts...more on painting... the sama thing hapen...last minute cancelation...haiz~ wat to do..life still have to go on...well today...i have better plan...which is to break fast at beach road wif all my secondary skool pals...its goin to be fun out there...hopefully this wont be failure again....hehe...ok i tink i gtg oredi...

2004-10-29T11:22:00.000+08:00

Here i come again!!

Feel good rite now...tat my blog is activated back as per normal...well...its my holiday rite now...6 weeks off i gues....o0o0ohh wEeEe!!! njoy lar!!! aniwae not too much of njoying la...as in..i'm werkin now...(carik duit la) haha... i want to remove my tattoo....costing ard 500 dollars....haiz...menyesal gue....hmmm... Yeh! yeh! hari raya is juz around the corner...get to meet all my frens...mish all of them...each individual studying so hard...now...holiday time...try to njoy the fullest la kan...wakakaka...erm..kinda miz my daling so much man...abt a month oredi we never meet each other...haiz...ape bole uat..masing2 bz kan...juz wish during hari raya..i will get to meet her n walk2 together..haha..well tats it for today...notin much to write...gtg aite

2004-10-13T09:54:00.000+08:00

Hey there...aniwae...so sorry guyz cuz i didnt update my blog...infact..it got worst...hehe....i'm very bz for now..had lots of assignments to do..research there researchy here..haiz...wat to do...busy man mah!!....muahahaha....niwae....i cant write much..i gtg oredi....peace aite...

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Dated 13 October 2004

*peace* for *prince romeo*

2004-09-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

(-_-)zzzZZZZ

In school rite now...havin my break...i'm so damn tired today....went to werk yesterday nite till mornin....and now..straight away from werk to skool...my first time doin tat...came late for my first lesson...i was like half an hour late...actually...i did tat on purpose cuz...i took advantage of my lenient lecturer for my first lesson..muahaha...and u noe wat!! in the two hours lecture...i laid down at the back of the class using my bag as a pillow...and den i venture through my dreamland...haha...MY GOD!! tat was so great and pleasure...it feels like i juz i slept for only 2 minutes...but damn...i have benn sleepin for two hours...haha...now during my 2 hours break...here i am in the library updating my blog...man!! juz feel like skipping my lesson and go back home...haiz~ well...tats a good idea rite...i tink i'm goin off back home rite after tis...muahaha...aniwae...i can only afford to post my blog till here palz...gtg bye!!

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Dated 28 Sept 2004

*peace* for *prince romeo*

2004-09-26T10:33:00.000+08:00

elo elo guyz....damn sleepy rite now... juz come back from werk...had great time at werk juz now drove tat little stacker around...took sum stupid photos at werk..muahahaha its really fun...actualli i did nutin much at werk...so little werk to do..have time to sleep sum more...get 70 dollars juz for easy job like tat...hehe hmmm...wat i can expect of my day today is....goin to be a dreamland...u noe why..cuz i'm goin to sleep all day...muahahaha...aniwae i got nutin much to erite for today...i'm goin to my dreamland aite...bubbye

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Dated 26 Sept 2004

*peace* for *prince romeo*

2004-09-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hey there!! It has been so long i havent update any post yet....got a little problem wif my computer at home...too bad lor...aniwae...today a great day...a call from my uncle tis mornin tat woke me up from a peacefull sleep...haha...aniwae...its oredi late wen he woke me up...well today...it starts wif a great mornin...had a wonderful breakfast made by my beloved mom...hehe...but as the day goes by...boredome fills me...but...sumtin cheer me up....I'M MEETING MY WONDERFUL PRINCESS TODAY!!!! muahaha...but only for a few minutes i guess....got to go to werk at 11.30pm...haiz...

got to go oredi palz....

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Dated 25 Sept 2004

*peace* for *prince romeo*

2004-09-22T10:41:00.000+08:00

Today....hmmm..a simple n normal day....now having my computer applications lessons...damn boring...tis stupid motherfucking lecturer of mine...he insisted of giving our exam marks...goin to damn him for my whole life...he wif his bold(botak) heady....i'm goin to jitak him...muahahaha...haiz...4got to bring my food(bekal) to skool today....i'm goin to starve the whole day man~ in fact i'm goin to die of starvation..cuz i have not eaten last nite!! hmm...guess i have to fast for today...still have to attend the AIDS talk later at 3.30pm...guess i'm goin to play my truant again..hehe =p....damn hate tis microsoft access thingy...never tot tat tis so troublesome....i tink tis is only for now...expect sumtin happening in the afternoon later....

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Dated: 22 Sept 2004

2004-09-20T10:41:00.000+08:00

Here we go again...another update i guess...hehe...i'm at skool in the library...had nutin to do so i resort in updating my bloggy here...hehe...aniwae...u will be wondering why i'm stucked here rite...well i

actually skipped my lesson(keep it low ok) =) theres a specific reason why i skip my lesson aite...cuz...the lecturer of mine talk alot...it doesnt matter wif me if he talks about the topic we're learning at least it could benifit me...

instead of that..he juz loves to "talk cock"u noe wat i mean...hehe...haiz~mynext lesson is starting soon at 12.30 later...it will be the same lecturer but luckily the next lesson is suppose to be a talk cock session...hehe...got to present a project on case study later...and i still got a long day...haiz~ at 3.30....i still to attend a rehearsal for matec day tomorow...have to be the guard of honour for the parade....yeah it is goin to be a pride for me but hopefully it will not be a tough one... neither a cocked up parade....hmm..i guess...tats all for now...i got to be goin...i'll keep ya updated orite....

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*peace* for *prince romeo*

Dated 20 Sept 2004

2004-09-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hi there everybody...i'm quite satisfied wif my little bloggy here...but...still need to be improvised aite...well today..had a simple day too...simple but nice...i met my beloved darling princess...had a great time chit chatin...it was

really fun juz now...i juz feel so damn happy to meet her...i dun noe why...its the feelin inside...only god noes...hehe...both of us have tis question playin around in our mind

"IS THIS JUZ PUPPY LOVE" haha...hopefully it's not...i juz wish tat we could live happily for eternerty dear...deep inside my heart i'm sayin tis...i swear...i tink tats all for todays summary aite...hehe....

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*Peace* for *Prince Romeo*
Dated:19 Sept 2004

~My Intro To The Blog~

2004-09-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup guys...
juz improve a lil bit on my blog here...still got a lot of room for improvement aite...Damn..i'm still having a hard time designin tis freakin blog man...Anybody who is willing to help me...tag me

n give sum information about tis bloggin thingy aite...hehe...Aniwae...today huh? Had a good time..went town wif afiq and my
little kuzzie(only 4 years old)
...hehe...kinda cute actualli...me wif my cowboy hat...the little boy in hip hop...haha...got alot of attention there...Good thing i
activated my hp line

back...But the bad thing is...i can get to attend the PPCDL(Power Boat License)
Nvm....that thing wont harm me at all...N i tink tats all 4 now....Hey thers one more thing....
~~~ REALLY LUV N MIZ~~
~~MY DEAR PRINCESS~~

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*Peace* for *Prince Romeo*
Dated:18 Sept 2004